Tuesday, April 27, 2010
unfairness
ya know, sometimes life just seems to be so unfair, nothing is more convincing of this as seeing my aging, sick father wasting away in a nursing home... my mind knows he has to be there but in my heart i just can not accept this. how can this once strong wonderful man who raised me be just left there to wither away. i just can not accept that god let's good people that have lived their lives devoted to him end their lives like this. my faith has been rocked and i feel as if i may never recover...i can't even pray anymore...i am lost and on the verge of making a serious mistakes. i know i should count my blessings and that worse things have happened to people but this is just how i feel....so it is what is, my first depressing blog that no one will read but me...guess it's just my therapy! : )
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This is the first time I have seen your blogs. This was extremely sad to read.Faith is a funny thing, it was what helped me survive my dad's death but question it...hell yes! I hope you find strength wherever you can. Please know I will gladly lend a shoulder whenever you need one!
ReplyDeleteGretch, you've been a wonderful friend & I'm glad to say I am handling things much better now, a lot in part to you! : ))
ReplyDeleteWith the blessing from above – he has allowed you to cross many of your friend’s paths for a reason. You have taught those around you, immeasurable strength during difficult times and laughter during memorable times. You’ve given life to your families dreams and your friendship has moved us in an inspiring way’s. At times we must capture our self’s in a profound way to slow down the world around us and not to forget it is your turn to leave your legacy…..So stay strong and keep inspiring those around you as your father has done for you. Your friend Eric….
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